Why is it, when I hear this song I am so hopeful! It's things like Fruits Basket that make life worth while, desho?
*sigh* You all must listen to this song, someday.
My feelings are so strange at the moment. I feel as a jelly fish must feel. I'm free floating within the water, and although I want to touch you and hold you, I would only sting you and ruin things for us. I don't want to hurt you, so I will continue to swim freely through this deep, blue ocean. Maybe when I find a place that is sunny, you and I may share that experience. A warm place where we can be ourselves, as we once were in the spring.
Summer plans and hopes and dreams are over-flowing withing this one's heart. The sweet feelings of being hopeful make me smile, more than I ever did before. I'm so happy I returned, and also very sad for leaving. I can see you all right now, I'm imagining your actions and the conversations you are having right now. The "everyday life" you live right now. If only you were here with me now. You make me the happiest. My heart is warmed, just thinking about the times we've shared. Ahh... Highschool is but a bitter-sweet symphony. *cries* I will miss you all so much, in the end.
Kindness can go such a long way. Do you remember the last kind thing someone did for you? You all do so much for me each day, I hope someday I can repay you, ten-fold. If only you were here, right now. I would be crying with happiness and we would talk for hours. Do you remember the last time we did that? Let's start now! Every thought of you all, is only a thought of kindness.
And so, the bitter thoughts are dissapearing. The bitter feelings are gone. Do you want to talk things through? Will we be able to forgive eachother?
Ahh... feelings. A few things to adress. Dearest friends, won't you please read this?:
Will you talk to me again someday, Wayne? I would love for us to get back in touch, and I'm willing to forget whatever it was that went wrong between us. I wish only, only on these lonely days, to be your friend again. Wouldn't it be wonderful? We could show the world how wrong they are. again.
I'm sorry that you got hurt recently, Aura-san. I know it will be a while before you can play video games and enjoy the "fluffyness" of Star-Fox. Oh well! ^^ there's always tomorrow, nee?
I wish I could find a costume for you, Whit. I've been looking, still no hope. It's alright, though. We have a year. <3
Oh, Alaura, I wish I could see you more often. You make me feel happy and stupid and idiotic. All in very good ways. I wish we could get together again soon. Do you miss me?
Tina, I'm happy I could be there to listen to your problems. If you ever need to talk again, I'm always here.
Isn't it funny how we became friends, Zakkun? It was rather embarassing, the first thing I said to you: "You're really really good at speaking Japanese!!"... I hope that your future goals come as easy and as fast to you as our friendship did.
WASL starts tomorrow. Are you ready? I dreading it, myself.
*cries again* This is what I get, for listening to such a sweet and thoughtful song.
Could life get any better, on such a beautiful day?
<3 Meg
